Exams- my mind jammed


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J turned into a L for a good period of time for me. Yes life is full of difficulties and this is best realised in practical sense when a student has to write the answer sheets. The requisite required to hold the question papers with confidence- drop out all your masti hours long before, pay good attention in class and ask your eyes not to wander around while studying. But are these so easy to procure??? Well, with computer games on my finger tips, with cricket and IPL matches on the go, with an 'always ready to go' on a tour to civil lines- it does not seem so 'easy'. The teachers leave no stones unturned to blow away the jovial self of me whose traces I try to hide beneath them. Assignments, tests and hangouts with chums now scheduled in laboratories instead of college canteen gift nothing else but Goosebumps.

It's of no use, for now, to contemplate and dig out the faults that lie in Indian Education System. But, asking my mind to stop creating various possibilities to skip the studies doesn't serve any purpose to the money my parents are investing. So I have to inflict the pain and stress and plead God to strengthen me for the BIG FIGHT. 'Change is Good', heard about that? But a change sucking the happines from inside, calling for the chats to shift from your friends to the immortal books, imposing fear of bad grades- not good from any angle. This change only keeps my pulses buried deep in worries married with tensions. For all the abysmal efforts that a student puts into, he should be tapped fully in the end even though he might not be holding a seat on the cliff.

Have to hibernate for some time amidst the stupid courses.






A New Gift


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There was he?
Don't know if
he'll become a child prodigy.
New arms to swing all around
with big eyes and a cute face
his presence only profound.

He takes his thumb
all in his mouth;
his groans and laugh
are also in the list,
which makes his mother
feel so proud. J
He looked at me often,
I think was trying to converse
thumped his fist
and bent his leg
but I didn't give his attention
any shed.

And then he
took his most expensive weapon
with which he
roams around all over
like holding the Olympic beacon.
It was his laugh
a very sweet,
but a shrieking one though
although there were no teethes
but it was all enough
to attract any mob.

Finally, I had to give up
for the innocence
he posed in his profile
so took my arm close to his
to perform a shake hand.
I chuckled then
not like him, obviously,
but poked his fluffy cheeks
very nicely.

All above is only the gist
& it will take lot more pages
to write about him, who is for the world
‘A New Gift’.

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